rin4always

Every year I find that I resent christmas more and more. As a child I looked forward to is due to the gifts and the family, we were always poor so the lil gifts I recived on this only day of the year I treasured. But as the years grew on the less and less we did anything. We never had much of a religious side and so that was never a great part of the holday, sad I know. The older i get the more I feel that we should of had some type of tradition. Something to bring the family 2gether but with me leaveing them in the past and never talking to them the holidays always seem that much darker. It only reminds me of the family others have and that